in my darkest hour

In My Darkest Hour
In my hour of needHa you're not thereAnd though I reached out for youWouldn't lend a handThrough the darkest hourGrace did not shine on meIt feels so cold, very coldNo one cares for meDid you ever think I get lonelyDid you ever think that I needed loveDid you ever think to stop thinkingYou're the only one that I'm thinking ofYou'll never know how hard I triedTo find my space and satisfy you tooThings will be better when I'm dead and goneDon't try to understand, knowing you I'm probably wrongBut oh how I lived my life for youStill you'd turn awayNow as I die for youMy flesh still crawls as I breathe your nameAll these years I thought I was wrongNow I know it was youRaise your head raise your face your eyesTell me who you think you are