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hostel de başla bir gün daha acaba ne yapsam edindiğim engin kimya tecrübesiyle-çevrem de doktor olarak anılacak kadar-kafayı mı kırsam yada siz normal insanlar gibi mal mülk hırsını kapılıp kendimimi mahvetsem aslında ikisininde sonu aynı eninde sonunda ölecek olan beyin hücrelerimin ölüm hızını arttırıp çan eğrisini dikleştiriyorum o kadar,şu anda metallici dan and justice 4 all ı dinliyorum az öncede tatu ile rammstein dan wo bist du you dinlemiştim... gerçi bunu hergün yapıyorum neyse şimdi msn de online olup kelly den gelen meseji okuyacagım.

29/0107 begenning

Oh BU GÜN kendime ilk eroin i enjekte ettiğimden beri tam on yıl geçmiş daha sonra kullandığım uyuşturucu ve uyarıcarıda hesaba kattığımım da ve geçirdiğim kaza vede ameliyatları da düşündüğümde hala hayata kalmamın bir mucize olduğunu daha iyi görüyorum yaşadığım onca maceredan sonra senelrdir çalıştığım halde diploma alamasamda iyi bir üniversite(ler)de eğitim gördüğüm ve çok iyi derecede almanca ve ingilizce bildiğim halde karın tokluğuna kömür taşımak ve temizlik yapmak zorunda kalmak hayatta başarısız olduğumu mu gösteriyor?Tam olarak emin değilim ama bazı şeyleri yanlış yaptığımdan eminim!Neyse asla çok geç değildir felsefesine inanmış biri olarak,yanlışlarımdan elde ettiğim tecrübeyle yaşamaya devam edeceğim kesin ama şimdi bi cigaralık olsaydı iyi giderdi be!

cocaine

today i ll explain onather puplic document;a fatal drug call cocaineFor other uses, see Cocaine (disambiguation).


Cocaine
Systematic (IUPAC) name
methyl (1R,2R,3S,5S)-3- (benzoyloxy)-8-methyl-8-azabicyclo[3.2.1] octane-2-carboxylate
Identifiers
CAS number 50-36-2
ATC code N01BC01 R02AD03, S01HA01, S02DA02
PubChem 5760
DrugBank APRD00080
Chemical data
Formula C17H21NO4
Mol. weight 303.353 g/mol
Physical data
Melt. point 195 °C (383 °F)
Solubility in water 1800 mg/mL (20 °C)
Pharmacokinetic data
Bioavailability Oral: 30%
Nasal: 30-60% [1]
Metabolism Hepatic CYP3A4
Half life 1 hour
Excretion Renal (benzoylecgonine and ecgonine methyl ester)
Therapeutic considerations
Pregnancy cat. C

Legal status Prohibited (S9)(AU) Schedule I(CA) Class A(UK) Schedule II(US)

Dependence Liability Medium
Routes Topical, Oral, Insufflation, IV, PO
Cocaine (or crack in its impure freebase form) is a crystalline tropane alkaloid that is obtained from the leaves of the coca plant. It is a stimulant of the central nervous system and an appetite suppressant, giving rise to what has been described as a euphoric sense of happiness and increased energy. Though most often used recreationally for this effect, it could be said that cocaine is actually utilized as a non-prescription under-the-counter antidepressant. Nonetheless, cocaine is formally used in medicine as a topical anesthetic, specifically in eye, throat, and nose surgery. Cocaine can be psychologically and physiologically addictive, and its possession, cultivation, and distribution are illegal for non-medicinal and non-government sanctioned purposes in virtually all parts of the world. The name comes from the name of the coca plant in addition to the alkaloid suffix -ine, forming Cocaine.

The stimulating qualities of the coca leaf were known to the ancient peoples of Peru and other pre-Columbian Andean societies. In modern Western countries, cocaine has been a feature of the counterculture for over a century. There is a long list of prominent intellectuals, artists, and musicians who have used the drug — ranging from Sir Arthur Conan Doyle and Sigmund Freud to U.S. president Ulysses S. Grant. Cocaine could be found in trace amounts in the Coca-Cola beverage for several decades after the beverage's release, though that is no longer the case.[1]

Today, although its free commercialization is illegal and has been severely penalized in virtually all countries, its use worldwide remains widespread in many social, cultural, and personal settings.

Lay beside me, tell me what they've done
Speak the words I wanna hear, to make my demons run
The door is locked now, but it's open if you're true
If you can understand the me, than I can understand the you

Lay beside me, under wicked sky
The black of day, dark of night, we share this paralyze
The door cracks open, but there's no sun shining through
Black hearts scarring darkness still, but there's no sun shining
through
No, there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door
Should I open it for you?

Yeah, what I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there, 'cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?

Come lay beside me, this won't hurt, I swear
She loves me not, she loves me still, but she'll never love again
She lay beside me, but she'll be there when I'm gone
Black heart scarring darker steel, yes, she'll be there when I'm
gone
Yes, she'll be there when I'm gone
Dead sure she'll be there

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door
Should I open it for you?

Yeah, what I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there, 'cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?

Lay beside me, tell me what I've done
The door is closed, so are your eyes
But now I see the sun, now I see the sun
Yes, now I see it

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door
Should I open it for you?

Yeah, what I've felt, what I've known
So sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there, 'cause I'm the one who waits
The one who waits for you

Oh, what I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door
Should I open it for you?
So I dub thee unforgiven

Oh, what I've felt
Oh, what I've known

I take this key
And I bury it in you
Because you're unforgiven too

Never free
Never me
'cause you're unforgiven too
Oh

heroin¹¹¹

INJECTING EQUIPTMENT
Youth workers may also find or receive controlled drugs. They should guard against allegations of possession by following guidance in Managing Use.
Paraphernalia - It is an offence to supply or offer to supply articles for the administration of unlawful controlled drugs (does not include syringes). It also covers the supply of articles for preparation. This means that bongs, pipes, foil, tourniquets etc can be seen as paraphernalia. The law has now softened to permit drugs agencies to offer safer injecting kits, citric acid, filters, and water for safer preparation of heroin injections.
Hypodermic Syringes – There is no legal restriction on who can supply syringes. However, anyone distributing injecting equipment should be trained competent and covered by the policy of their organisation
Traces of substances – There may be traces of substances in used syringes, and paraphernalia e.g. bongs. Handling and keeping used paraphernalia could leave you open to allegation of possession. Although this is rare always follow the procedures for handling substances if you take possession of paraphernalia that has been used.
Sharps Bins - Sharps Bins are used for the safe disposal of syringes and needles. They are not themselves illegal but again you should be careful of possible legal problems related to traces of substances left in syringes, disposal of waste, and accusations of condoning use. See 'Health & Safety' for guidance.

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In My Darkest Hour
In my hour of needHa you're not thereAnd though I reached out for youWouldn't lend a handThrough the darkest hourGrace did not shine on meIt feels so cold, very coldNo one cares for meDid you ever think I get lonelyDid you ever think that I needed loveDid you ever think to stop thinkingYou're the only one that I'm thinking ofYou'll never know how hard I triedTo find my space and satisfy you tooThings will be better when I'm dead and goneDon't try to understand, knowing you I'm probably wrongBut oh how I lived my life for youStill you'd turn awayNow as I die for youMy flesh still crawls as I breathe your nameAll these years I thought I was wrongNow I know it was youRaise your head raise your face your eyesTell me who you think you are

in my darkest hour

In My Darkest Hour
In my hour of needHa you're not thereAnd though I reached out for youWouldn't lend a handThrough the darkest hourGrace did not shine on meIt feels so cold, very coldNo one cares for meDid you ever think I get lonelyDid you ever think that I needed loveDid you ever think to stop thinkingYou're the only one that I'm thinking ofYou'll never know how hard I triedTo find my space and satisfy you tooThings will be better when I'm dead and goneDon't try to understand, knowing you I'm probably wrongBut oh how I lived my life for youStill you'd turn awayNow as I die for youMy flesh still crawls as I breathe your nameAll these years I thought I was wrongNow I know it was youRaise your head raise your face your eyesTell me who you think you are

who bist du?

We're all living in America,America is wunderbar.We're all living in America,Amerika, Amerika.Wenn getanzt wird, will ich führen,auch wenn ihr euch alleine dreht,lasst euch ein wenig kontrollieren,Ich zeige euch wie's richtig geht.Wir bilden einen lieben Reigen,die Freiheit spielt auf allen Geigen,Musik kommt aus dem Weißen Haus,Und vor Paris steht Mickey Maus.We're all living in America...Ich kenne Schritte, die sehr nützen,und werde euch vor Fehltritt schützen,und wer nicht tanzen will am Schluss,weiß noch nicht, dass er tanzen muss!Wir bilden einen lieben Reigen,ich werde Euch die Richtung zeigen,nach Afrika kommt Santa Claus,und vor Paris steht Mickey Maus.

all about drugs and ocean;is me!!

so to get contact this man who will die bcuz ensafilotopy;pls msn:slimsoner@hotmail.com-sonertuter.blogspot.com-icq;448188907 i may tell my last words to you...

Love is a wild animalIt breathes you it looks for youIt nests upon broken heartsand goes hunting when there are kisses and candlesIt sucks tightly on your lipsand digs tunnels through your ribsIt drops softly like snowFirst it gets hot then cold in the end it hurts
Amour AmourEveryone just wants to tame youAmour Amour in the endcaught between your teeth
Love is a wild animalIt bites and scratches and kicks towards meIt holds me tightly with a thousand armsand drags me into its love nestIt devours me completelyand retches me back out after many yearsIt drops softly like snowFirst it gets hot then cold in the end it hurts
Amour AmourEveryone just wants to tame youAmour Amour in the endcaught between your teeth
Love is a wild animalYou fall into its trapIt stares into your eyesSpellbound when its gaze hits you
Please please give me poison
[1] "Amour" is French for "love".
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i saved the world today

ahh ahh where is my old friends where is my old good days i want just sell my organs to see my son and my wife,my lovely parents died,and my sister and brother doesent love me and they stollen everything i had but revange taste best served cold so i wait my time,so my beauty wife agnieszka,please join me till my time come...bcuz i m not dead yet i was wrong did many mistakes,but you know i never mean it!so come 2be 2gether too,believe me i ve got so much pain in all of my life but nothing hurt me so much there;my sister and brother turn their back to me,i dont believe you didnt mean it to hurt me too,but you did so i still love i m the one who is real i m the one who;your sons father too,they they^ll betray,i m forever there...ok i ve got too strong libido and couldnt resist a bitch couldnt refuse it...just one;i must comfest;I M REGRET.So i promiss;i ll dedicate rest of my life to you and my son ernest so pls forgive me i can do anything 4 it,sincelery yours...Soner;still aftermath and shady.palyanço ruh hastası şimdiki,geçmişteki patronlarım okuyordur ki,bir daha onların,o salak suratlarına söylemek için vakit geçirmeyeyim,ve aralarında,geçmiştekiler gibi,kahramanlar çıkarsa,onlarıda dövmek yada hepatit c virüsüylü zehirlemek zorunda kalmam.İlk kaynanam da bana yanlış yapmıştı!Şimdi yugoslavya da(tam olarak belgrad da sanırım)bir hapishane hücresinde,ölümü bekliyor.(arabayla Almanyaya arabayla giderken arabaya zulaladığım yüz gram eroin bana pahalıya patlamıştı,ama iyi bir intikam için değerde artar!)Şimdi,uzun zamandır,efendi,iyi bir insan gibi,yaşamaya çalıştıkça,çevremdeki orospu çocuklarının sayısı artıyor.Ve tebiki;bu insanların,emeğe saygısı olmadığı,ucuz,çocuk ve sigortasız,işçi çalıştırdıkları için,zengin oluyorlar.Ve tabiki hile yapmak,yasal soygun(sigorta pirimlerini ödememek,bankadan ucuz kredi alıp paradan para kazanmak,tefecilk vebenzeri şeyler yaptıkları için,dahada çok paraları olur.uvue sen açlığıa,sokakta yamaya,soğuğa ve amsızlığa dayanamayarak,yarrağı yersin ve onların yanın da yada onlarla çalışmaya başlarsın.(siz hiç iyi,dürüst,emekçi bir patron gördünüzmü?)İşte hayat böyledir.seversen sikilirsin,deve dikeni insan sikeni bu yüzden sever dostlarım.Ve besle yetimi siksin götünü!yap bi iyilik,at denize, onların,okuma alışkanlıkları ve yazara saygılarıda olmaz ve ben onları böylece rahat rahat sikebilirim.Ve işte bu yüzden,zenginler,fakire karşıdır,karl marks a karşıdır,devrime karşıdır,che ye karşıdır,fidel e karşıdır,chaveze karşıdır,o yüzden emekliler maaş kuyruğunda ölürken,zenginler kayak yapar,çimende mangal yapan fakirlerle,varoşlarda yaşayanlarla dalga geçerler ama onların sırtındar zengin olurlar.Daha ne diyim dostlarım,bunlar oruç tutmaz zekat vermez,kuran bilmezler ama hacca giderler,işte bu yüzden dostlarım,bunlara sikerek çoğaltmak lazım,dostlarım,ayağa kalkın,sizi futbolla,dinle,magazinle uyutan,afyondan kurtulup uyanın!!!Devrim dostlarım devdim,önce devirin,sonrada yeni sistemimizde,anarşizmde,bireysel kurtuluşu yaşayalım ve özgürleşelim,sikerek sikilerek çoğalarak ve zevkten dağıtarak gelişelim...buraya kadar okuduysanız sizin zeki ama akılsız ve açkalamya mahkumsunuz!ama iyi birisiniz!aç ama iyi!